For what is possibly the first time in my life, I’ve performed a least two spell a week for the last month.
It’s really made me flex my magickal muscle and challenge my skills to figure out the best spell application for a host of problems for various people. It’s also made me take a hard look at myself and my practice and think about what makes a spell successful and the additional work I’m doing.
I’ve had some of my work result in an outcome rapidly, and others that were either unsuccessful or that I just never heard back from the folks I was doing it for (which I take as unsuccessful). I’ve also had someone who asked me to affect an organization’s decision, only to realize it was likely finalized several days before I became involved. So in the end, my energy was a wave that crashed onto a coastal rock, and a big waste of effort. Despite the failures, I think I’m still on the positive side of chance.